I know it’s not long since my last blog post but I was just thinking about something as I lay in bed trying to sleep. Is there an afterlife? I mean, I think about this a lot and also the possible reasons why we are here, living. Sometimes I really do feel humans are just insects living on a rock in space, with no real point. Other times, I feel we had to have been put here for some reason. I guess all of this makes me realise how scared I am of dying as well, in case you can’t remember your family, who you are and what you did in your lifetime. I guess the thought of some mystical oasis when your dead and gone just makes it more easy to deal with and think about.
So, I ask this, whoever reads this blog (if anyone). Do YOU think there is an afterlife? If so, what do you think of it as? Please comment, I would really love to hear some peoples ideas of what it may be, if there is one.
In other thoughts, I’m really happy, I only have to turn up for my last class on Monday at college. I don’t have to go in on Tuesday and only have to turn up for the last class on Wednesday. So I’m pretty happy about that, more time to do stuff..and possibly look for a job. I need to go get a car and driving lessons badly. I just don’t feel very motivated to get a job or do anything. I feel like such a waster half the time but I may be working in a school as a janitor after summer which should be good.
Oh yeah, I should be adding a couple more pages to my blog, one with my contact information, a photo gallery type page and I will edit the About me page also. Oh the joy.
-John
